



3:48 AM
omg... i havent had such mixed up feelings in such a long time ok.. omg!!!
but today was a good day after a long hell week man.. been getting not enough sleep at all!! i swear!!! even my weekends are always packed.. i get a max of 8 hours of sleep every weekend and 6 every weekday.. omg.. my complexion is getting from bad to worse.. shit!!!
santa cruz today!!! APSU's bonfire... didnt wanna take my car up initially.. but in the end.. i did.. as always... rah... Tai drove my car this time though.. me nick my sis vita and tai.. omg.. the smootest ride on highway 17 ever... i swear.. traffic was so bad.. took more than an hour.. but his driving... one word.. smooth... gosh.. i swear i could just close my eyes and sleep in the car on the way back.. which usually isnt the case... wahaha..
congrats nick! u got the position.. lol.. nick got thrown into the sea.. i swear it was freezing man.. but of cuz.. i told him to bring ake down with him.. and of cuz he did... and tai and ben went down too.. omg.. wth man.. my poor car... sand!!! rah.... oh well... nvm... im happy today.. hehe... shit man.. was practically with tai like the whole bonfire la.. cuz i left my keys with him... haha... then talked to ronald a bit too... shit man.. been enjoying accounting tgt with ronald.. so much fun.. plus we studied it before.. so we are always ahead... hehe... then dunno why... i have like mixed feelings in such a long time... just found out that ronald indeed is a nice guy... (agreements with elise... hehe) grrrr... came back.. then supper... omg.. fat i swear! shit man.. ake suddenly IM-ed me.. and we have been talking for the past hour and i havent really spoken much in the past week.. which really scares me...
everytime when i talk to nick... something like that happens.. i dunno if its coincidence.. or if it is... something else... someone tell me wad am i suppose to do... i remember the last time ok.. "nick, i think we are drifting.. we havent been talking".... and he called that nite..... today... "nick.. im happy.. i think im 50% over it"... after a freaking year, FINALLY!... and he has to talk to me again all of a sudden... wad is going on man.. save me...
monterey tml... pebble beach with nick ake ronald and elise!!! omg.. i swear its going to be so much fun.. just the 5 of us... i love this man.... the 5 of us just rock... they are my love... 2 hours drive though... but i cant wait!!! ahhhhhh... i miss hanging out with just ake nick and elise... gosh.. and now.. with ronald tooo... woooohoooooo.... the gang's retreat.... hehe...
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